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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

by me & only me @ 5:20 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

A clap for myself...

Sometimes i really kinda abit bit pei fu myself for being so 'courageous'...
Went KK alone yesterday to see doc ya...
Once again my body can't seems to take it due to my stressfulness for exams and my best fren went super haywire...
Was all alone when i felt giddy... luckily the nurses were super kind enuff to help me to the wheelchair and bought me some milo from the canteen...
Wasn't prepared for blood test but somehow i went thru it... i didn't scream or cry ya... *claps*
Waited for the report for 1 hour uncomfortably on the chair outside the clinic... kept telling myself i will be finez, everything will be okie, headache will go away soon, i won't get giddy... *claps*
While waiting for the report went for an hormones injection on my thighs... Seriously it's more unbearable than i expected... to a certain extend, i can feel the oil-based fluid gng thru my viens and all... but i didn't scream nor cry ya... *claps*
Report out, blood count drop till 7.5... which is better than last year where it dropped till 6... (normal healthy people will be 12)...
Doc was asking me to be admitted to the hospital and transfuse blood once again...
But seriously i dun hope or wish to go thru blood tranfusion once again, its super duper unbearable ya...
The doc was nice enuff not to force me la... ask me eat medi n iron pills at home... so phew, i'm at home resting and sleeping all day long...
I pray for speedy recovery... dun wana waste my holidays staying at home ya...

I WILL BE FINEZ!!

by me & only me @ 4:38 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

So tiredz...

Its once again semester final exam...
And once again, i'm kinda of overly stress...
Phobia for exams is getting abit out of hand...
Best friend on n off gving me problems till i seriously was afraid that i hafta see ya all in hospital againz...
Have been trying hard to hide my discomfort, worryness, saddness, mood swing, feel like crying while alone with my crazyness and laughters...
And i'm grateful to be able to meet up with u all if nt i seriously tink i'm just one step away from depression...
3 more days and i'm done...
Be it pass or fail, i did my best...

by me & only me @ 1:44 PM

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