Nil~!
Sometimes i wonder what's going on wif my brain cells... Kinda of stupid to leave myself in a fixed situation... or rather being delimna...
It can get on my nerves when A refused to turn up for a 'gathering' wifout gving a reason and leaving ALL to guess what's happening... but when A changes his/her mind, i feel %&#%@# OR so what are you up to again... haiz...
One of my friend told me, i've gotta find that knot that's hiding at a corner in my heart to try to untie it... before i can try to rebuild the friendship again... is my expectation of A too high? or am I just trying to be difficult to A? ...
One side of my heart says... forget it, let everything start all over againz... the other side of my heart says, will it hurt me again?... the fear factor is there ya...
If one feels there's a need for one to do something... just go ahead...
If one feels uncomfortable in doing something... just leave things as it is...
Most importantly, one must be happy... wat do i want to do?
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A missing piece?!??!... yeah, it's in my stomache... heez...
*Kindly 'sponsored' by pl... thks ya!!
My Desk~! This where i spend my hours of a day... wif my cpu n monitor occupying abit of space... stationeries and papers on top of the cpu... my mickey n minnie mouse pad... my piglet cup... and pieces n pieces of papers... and of coz... my wonderful bfast frm the canteen (purple plate)~!... oh ya... my precious speakers (not everyone has a pair ya)... if not i will be bored to death... *i did a round of spring cleaning... so it's consider neat n tidy at this moment...*
My Mood - Sad~!
I'm feeling terrible... last night, i teared... wifout any signs/warnings... little droplets fell from the corner of my eyes... and i know i haven't recover from it (since last night) yetz... on my way to work, my eyes got wet againz... arghz... But i still can be laffing, smiling, talking, chatting... hahaha...
Leaving for holiday next week... can't believe is getting so near... maybe is just the best time for me to throw away old things and come back with a refreshed mind... I'm looking forward... anithing still can sms me while i'm away... but dun call me ya... hahaha... very expensive... unless urgent/important...
Got time will show ya all some of the necklaces my frens' did... not realli for normal wearing... but still great ya!... wait till the presentation and all finishes then i post it upz... in case anithing happens... and i just hope everything will be well... since the necklaces are out... hope their hardwork will be appreciated... and people will like itz when the final 'product' is/are outz...
Strange Feeiling~!
Human Beings give each and everyone a different feeling... everyone judges a person differently... one may have an impractical out-look... but actually they aren't what you see deep down inside that little corner... one may look lethargic, having the same old tired face everyday but actually one is just the way she/he portrays... So can we based on appearance to define oneself?
I give people the snobbish look... i mean strangers, passer-bys, first-timers... or rather when i dun smile... i give people a feeling "Don't come near me" OR "I've got a shield over me, BEWARE"... hahaha... I realized slowly, and i know somehow is true over the years of trying to know myself better... My friend's mum once commented "your that friend gives people a feeling as if one owe her money" (-_-''') OMGz... is that terrible ya... hahaha... But can't possibly ask me to smile to anyone that walk passes me right?... people will feel that i'm insane... Some loathe me when they first saw me, as i appear to be extra 'cold'... but they happened to be my friends now...
First impression may seems important but that doesn't mean everything... I believe there's still ways to salvage the negative factor of oneself... hahaha... As for me the key-word is "Be Patient"...
Just waiting for time to pass - off work!
Have been looking at figures, names, figures, names, patterns for the past hours... my eyes are tired... esp when the pictures are moving slightly and u have to 'hit' the right pixel/s to get wat u want... and of coz the Big Big numbers... less/more one zero makes a BIG difference ya... hmmm...
My ex-manager's quitting... or rather quitted, his last day's tmr... sent him a thank you plus gdbye email just now... and he replied... touched by his words, and btw i dun dislike him as a person... but as a manager/working partner - yes... but not anymore... like my colleague says, dislike a person is rather tiring... maybe wat he wrote is true "Most of the time, we work under pressure and this resulted in misunderstanding."
Weather's throwing tantrum ya... sunny followed by raining heavily, drizzling, raining continuously... omgz... and is soooooo COLD... My brain nearly got freezed... and i've adjusted the air-con temperature to 25deg!... still sooooooo cold... and i think my colleague's gonna 'scold' me... she seems to be feeling COOL? she went to adjust the temperature to 24deg... and she's wearing, ermmm... sleeveless! *claps*~ regretted for not remembering to bring my cardigan... Bring cardigan tmr!
Backs!
**Ah-chu** Getting colder these few days... so all please take carez of ya all health k... heez... Just finished rushing report, so came here to put my mind at rest at least for a few mins... too overly-used of brain isn't tat gd ya... heez...
Watched Harry potter last friday!... was nice... at least i felt it's nice ya... hahaha... thou there's no proper ending... like my fren said, "the author haven't even finish writing her book hw to hv ending?"... true la... suddenly make me feel like reading the storybooks sia... haiz... i dun hv any of them!! hmmphs...back to work...
Tiredz... Getting older... Nearly got cheated~!
I tink i'm getting older day by day... shopping for a few hours can result in backache!... and of coz with my weak legs around it's worst... sobz... hahah... i gotta build up my stamina... if not hw can i go grab the cheap stuffs @ HK? heez...
Hey guess watz... Jay Chou won the golden horse award ehz!!!!!!!! congrats to him ya!!!! and i watched itz... thou abit long-winded... frm 6plus - 11p.m... hahaha... n ya, his father (in the movie) oso won the best supporting actor for tat show... heez... tink we will see him acting in more movies soon.. hahaha...
Oh ya... a piece of advice for all gals... guys i doubt u all will get cheated! heez... nxt time if you all wana buy electronic device/s frm lucky plaza/sim lim, etc... pls pls pls check out the standard price okaez... and beta know hw the deivce looks like... coz u might get cheated for ur ignorance... haha... me n my fren went to one of the plaza to check out an earfone... at 1st the guy told us it's about $40-$45... and he need to get it frm other pple... and guess watz... he came back wif the correct earfones... BUT told us actualli is $79!!... my godz... so we just said but our fren told us is S$40plus ya... and we're helping him to buy... the salesguy said if we want he can call his boss and ask if he's able to sell it to us at $45... come on lor.. he didn't even call ya... bluff us! heez... but at least we managed to get it @ $45... imagine us not knowing the standard price... they would have earn double for that earfones ya... hmmmphs... so in conclusion, bring a guy along if you're an electronic idiot... hahaha...
My Song, My Feelings~!
Just share with you guys my little little accomplishment... i'm actually trying to write out a song lyrics since tuesday nitez... and managed to squeeze 2 phrases out (for the chorus part)... but i can really say my chinese abit 'pte ltd'... hahaha... don't laff at me... =P
A song for my fren... at the other side of the world...
BoringZzzZ~! Since i'm so bored, let me introduce my idol to ya!!... hmmm, maybe shouldn't say IDOL... maybe he's the type of guy i will ADMIRE~! hahaha... He's from Korea, an actor ya. My left eyelid has been twitching since Friday ah... dunnoe wat's happening ya... my dad says is due to lack of sleep... hmmm... i tried to sleep early last night... end up i woke up at 2a.m plus... hahaha... managed to reply sms n forwd a msg... *blink blink*... getting abit frustrated with the non-stopping twitch!!!!! can someone help?!??!... heez... He resembles u... Have u found someone that resembles u?
Boring monday!!... so sianz ya... 
.. last saturday SCV was showing the 1st/2nd episode of his drama - Love story in Harvard... whahaha... *drooling...* new target besides my old fav jay chou... hahaha... oops... xi xin yan jiu? Aniwayz... he's name is Kim Rae Won... shuai ritez? hahaha...
Okaez, my HK trip already confirm... hate the first agency whom we aliase with... tricked us... and wanting to promote a more expensive package to us... eeeeeee... hahaha... Just hope i can have a happy trip!!
New Layout - Penguin ~!
Whahaha... nothing to do so went to search for new layout... found tis cutie penguin theme skin... suits me right?? heeez... will try to enhance the font colours when i'm free againz... so just bear with me k... aniwayz who cares oso... since my blog is at a very very low profile state... hahaha...
Finally managed to squeeze some time out to spin my hula-hoop... *yeah*... actualli spinned it on my waist area for 15mins or so ya... whahaha... well, when i got up the next day the areas got abit blue-black... (-_-''')... but dun worry i won't give up easily... y can't i resist the food temptations!!!! i'm craving for tim-sum... =P
Down... Down Down~!
Ahhh... My HK's hotel ALL fully booked... so sad if i don't have the chance to go this time round... just hope there will be miracle... haiz... so sianz... i wana go DISNEYLAND!!!! =~(
*pray hardzzzzz*
*Dear all god, please ensure there's a package to HK for city & disneyland available for us at our desired price... please please please...*
I'm getting abit heartless... For now, I'm trying very hard to put a stop to my previous jobscope... thou it seems like they are still shaky in most areas... I felt bad when they start asking me if i've check thru the things and helped them... I felt bad telling people not to email me any longer about the stuffs... But i'm not in the wrong ya... and i believe i'm not...
I did my best... I've helped get the current records up in the new system... which i stayed back 2 nights and one full Sat just to do it... and nobody from tat dept seems to care/bother if i'm having problems... i wish them luck for the old records... and i believe commanding + serious attitude problem doesn't solve anything... Trying to climb the ladder here isn't easy... One day ur enthusiastic energy will be used up... tat's when u realize u have been too silly right from the start... maybe i'm wrong... maybe i'm right... for what i noe for sure is that i won't be staying here for long... I'm grateful to be able to join the 'war battle' in this co., at least i've learnt and know what's good and what's bad...Hmmmphs...
Planning... Planner~!
Have been updating my blog diligently over these few months... should give myself a clap... *claps*... hahaha... Anywayz, i really can't imagine myself being a planner... me... ya me! an indecisive person... for now she has to plan for the xmas eve dinner and her holiday!... even choosing betwn 2 hotels i've got to play 'Scissors-paper-stone' with my mum... each representing a hotel, whoever wins we will just pick that... hahaha... and my parents even agreed on it when i suggested... omgz... a house filled with indecisive people (at times)...
Tomorrow's holiday!!!!!! Just hope that i can have a 1month plus break just like how we had ours during poly/sec/pri school life! awwww.... shiok sia... eat, play, watch tv, sleep, shopping, rot... all-in-one!... and yest was my one-year anniversary of working life ya... please congrats me for my ability to survive for a long period @ a always-changing environment... For all that i care, i hope i'll be able to leave the workplace by nxt year June... In which i will becm a free-bird~!! oooh... sounds so nice...
Several spin on jay's new album: Most fav >> Fong, Si Mian Chu Ge, Coral Sea!!Tolerance level deteriorating~!
SAM~!
Don't be mistaken... i'm not toking bout S.A.M machine for tis entry ya... heez... it's juz me n my frenz visiting the Singapore Art Museum today~! Had an enjoyable foto-taking tour round the museum ya... thou it was till half of the touring then we realized maybe it's perfectly fine for us to capture the paintings/sculptures/art... well, i think it's really an idea to pay a visit to museums when you're somehow sick and tired of window-shopping... of coz, provided you are interested...
It's amazing to see some of the works so simply done... For that i believe it's not about understanding but FEEL... The type of mood the artist had while drawing... imagine drawing a red line across a black background... what does the painting tells you? what's the hidden message behind the work? I see loneliness... u?
Happen to come across a gallery that shows design related to fashion... thou i forgot the name of the designer... but he's pieces are unique... you can see pieces and pieces of art dangling nicely... each wif a poster of real-life model wearing n posing artistically... cool~! even took a foto with my most-likeable piece! heez...
Went merchant's court for buffet dinner after a long tired tour... heez... luckily managed to find out 30plus budget buffet... phew... if not i guess we will have another hard time thinking on where to go for dinner... nice durian puree and the chocolate fondue with mashmallow/water pear... yummy!! i like itz~... Artistic Day~!
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