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You left for a better choice, and leave me alone wifout knowing so... Your leaving was too sudden and quiet... i'm the only one who is still struggling in conquering the past... maybe it was partly my fault but you didn't even try to salvage... till now, nobody 'dare' to mention a word regarding your present life... strictly speaking we aren't even friends after the whole situation... and both of us actually choose this path unknowingly... "we would pretend not to see each other if one day we happened to meet on the streets" was what my sixth sense told me... i dont' wish so, but somehow it maybe the truth...
i took the initiative to msg you greetings during sepcial occasions, normal greetings which i sent to everyone... regardless of the gender... coz i regard you as my friend... and we should be friends... moreover, neither of us has made any commitment to each other... but sad to say you chose to ignore... i have a strong feeling maybe you changed your number... but i still chose to believe in you, where you will let me know if you realli did... am i wrong?
The msg your gal left for u and vice-versa hits me hardly... at the same time reminding me to withdraw thoroughly... simple as it seems, painful as it can be... i know i have to go on a separate way from urs... as you have found one to accompany you till the day you leave this world... thou is a pity we aren't even friends... but i'm contented to once have you as a friend... A 'special' friend in my life...
What's yours will be yours eventually and most importantly is fate... is what i believe... thou people says these can be changed... but somehow when things are forced don't have a pleasant ending...
I don't wish to rank on the past at this very moment after i have post this entry... It's over and it will be stored in some parts of my memory... thou not very pleasant but i'm thankful i had gone thru it...
Don't ask me or my friends any questions if you have any doubts... read and forget will be greatly appreciated.
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"You made her realized the definition of love, you showered her
with lots of care and concern, and she appreciate your great temper despite that
you are forgetful. She's confident withthe relationship, and will love you
always as a hubby~..."
"On the 'N' month anniversary you wrote this to her,
you found happiness during the entire relationship,you admit that you are
forgetful, and she's the only one you want to spend the rest of your life with,
and youwill try to make her happly always... "
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