Life is short~!
I need to blog... just came back from NUH... my friend was admitted 2 days ago... fainted during his guard duty... at first all tot blood clogging in his head... end up there's a tumour... too late for that, his brain was dead before anithing can happen... no obvious symptons... nobody knew... It just happened when is time for it to happen... is that what it's suppose to be called - LIFE?
Still remember chatting with him on msn last saturday... he was fine, just tat he told me he's having abit of 'problem' with his girlfriend... and now he's lying on the bed... unconscious... living with the help of life support and oxygen supply from the machines... without tat i believe he long has left us for another place...
I looked at him... very hard at him... calling his name in my heart... hoping there will be some miracle... but all i saw was a thin body... puffy eyes... and machines around him... Alvin no longer looked like the normal Alvin i saw during poly days... nobody to challenge me by toking to me in japanese...
Doctor predicted less than 2 days for him to leave us... he's just an adult this year... My heart felt the pain... don't dare to let my tears drop at the hospital... teared like mad at work after knowing it during my lunch hour... I hope for the best... really the best... watever is good for him... just don't wish to see him so xin ku...
*i owe you a song... a proper song... if there's a chance i will perform on stage and delicate that to you* No matter what happens... you will be in my memory forever... my friend - Alvin Leow
5 more days to go~!
Just recvd a msg not long ago... asking me whether i'm free tmr for a celebration... i tot it's on wed? supposingly it was fixed on sat... then wed... now mon... she's trying to get more pple to celebrate for the bday gal.. but then it's really quite annoying to keep chging and chging ya... haiz... our timing just don't match... i don't noe y...
Whoo... was at my grandmum's house the whole day... tired tiredz tiredzzz... slept at ard 2 yesterday ya... was scratching my head over my outfit for my bday over the phone wif my of my fren... yawnz... at ard 12 plus i was alreadi at a super duper sleeping mode... untill we discuss my outfit for that day... everybody just seems so puzzled about me wearing a T-shirt on that day... hahaha... at 1st i still think is okaez... until pl pointed out to me... thanks for cracking ur head and brain-storming ideas with me till late nitez ya... hahahha... =p
I realized i haven't got many things... shoes, accessories, happy birthday banner... and i gotta make lotz of appointment on that day soon ya... *headache*... going for pedicure on friday... and last min i'm 'entitled' to a facial spa provided by my fren... so myab gotta take half-day leave on that day... Is tiring to 'organize' a celebration ya... esp for the indecisive me... i admit i've kind of screwed things up... or rather wanted everything to be a bit more perfect... Sometimes i've no choice but to blame myself... If there's no celebration there won't be so mny things for me to handle... but i noe i will feel blessed on that day... and i've learnt...
love all ya~!
Frightening Incident~! I believe i was nearly being tailed home... and maybe some nasty things would have happen if 'they' never saw me taking out my fone to call - for help?... reached mrt station around 11plus... as usual nobody is at any void deck for my short-cut route home... actually sometimes will have de ya... so i took the stairs down to the flats... that's when i first met the blue van... they were going on a very very slow speed... and i saw them looking at me... but just to act steady... i carry on to walk into the blocks pavement... second time i notice them looking at me was near the multi-storey carpark... they were too at a slow speed... but there's a car behind them... so i tot they were going into the multi-storey carpark... i was wrong... They came out of the flats at the other exit to the main road... i was at opposite side of the main road - entrance of my house area... luckily a car drove out and i stood there... dialed ju hp coz she was the one tat i last called... okaez.. i forgot her fone no batt... so faster scroll down the next one... wq... didn't went thru the 1st time... panic... they 'park' there car and looking at my direction fo awhile... till i raise my hand next to my ear... i saw them giving signal... turning to my side... but luckily they drove off... and i started walking by then already.. waiting for wa to pick up the call... they drove fast... not like the previous tortoise speed... Didn't let my parents know bout it... i believe if they know... for the rest of the years i will be expected to reach home at a certain timing already... conclusion... i will take a cab back from the mrt station if is really that late... 
Birthday Wish List~!
Recently my cousins, friends, etc have been asking "What do you want for your birthday?"...
(-_-''')... soo openly... i will shy ya... haha... since my birthday is coming... i believe i'm entitled to 'create' a birthday wish list as i like... hoho~~
HERE GOES:
Nissan March, at first i wanted a BMW Volkswagan... but i don't quite like the 2-door concept... so something similar... and i like small cars... cosy feeling... *basic theory still haven't pass yet*
Tokyo Disneyland, one of the places i hope to visit since young... recently the Hongkong one was done up... but still i wana visit the Tokyo onez... Mickey and Friends~~ Pleasssse wait for me!
Grand Piano - White, My dream piano... regardless of the brand... just white Grand Piano... i promise i will practice hard if ever i've got it... heez... I don't want a baby grand piano for your informtaion...
Classic Microphone, i don't mind a classic mircophone thou i've always hope i've got a light pink colour microphone... since Ah mei got a white one... i will grab a pink one... thou our voice are of opposite range... power vs weak... hahaha... Look forward to have a chance singing thru the classic one... rather cool ya~
Penguin, really feel like keeping one as pet... thou i'm scared of those soft soft furry animals... don't dare to carry them... so fragile... but i'm curious of the feeling of keeping a penguin as a pet... They can adapt to the the all-time summer environment i believe... but i still gotta create an air-conditioned place for it to live... i know i know... i'm dreaming...
Since is a birthday wish list... i'm allowed to DREAM... and Dreaming is one of my hobby~!... whaha...
to be contd...
Will you feel blessed~?
If ever your ex-bf who is at overseas hire someone to tail you for 5 years how will you feel? Blessed with love that someone cares about you and feels glad that you and him are back together after 5 long years or felt terrible that you've been tailed for 5 whole years without knowing...
Seriously, as a third party i felt eeeks... but to her it may seems 'nice'... or rather coz she still likes/loves him... and he didn't do anything to harm her... he knew who's her direct boss, her colleagues, my ex-boss... in another words if she's found with a guy... her ex-bf will know... of coz, that's the job of a detective? But to me, my life have been under observations for the whole long 5 years... there are things that she did which she didn't wish to let anybody know except herself is now shared... i think the feeling is horrible... thou it may not be a bad thing but sometimes you just want to keep it privately to u, urself and still urself...
Aniwayz, they are back together... is after mth/mths that the truth was revealed to her... Nevertheless only can give her my point of view, which she asked, but can feel that her love for him can easliy cover all these 'observations' done... heez...
I hope i can get to attend a special themed wedding in a few years time... that's when he and she got married... bless ya~!
'My' Whitish Round Necklace~!
Saw a nice white necklace while taking a stroll along town... it costs S$38!... tinking tat i can match it with my tube dress and wear it on my colleague's wedding day... heez... just hope the necklace is mine (i mean got fate to be mine)... heez... so nobody to go into that shop and aim it pleassssssse...
The whole day i've been listening to Liang Jing Ru's new album (Shi Ting online) - Si Lu~!!... of coz there's likes and not so like songs in the entire whole album... but certainly will get a copy of it~~! support original ma... =p... her zhu da song quite difficult to sing... breathe-taker... hahaha... nice work of Wang Li Hong and Ah Shin... really talented... *Thumbs-up*
Bought a charm bracelet for myself (online), 1st time ever... thou is within Singapore but still 1st time experience... whahaha... i gonna be a 'superstar' on myyyyy bday~~~! wana join me into it? hahaha...
Music Rang Wo Gen Jing Cai~!
Mooncake Festival~!
Happy mooncake festival~!
What have you all been doing during this festive night? Did anyone actually saw the beautiful full moon? To be honest i didn't... couldn't find the moon... haha...
And of coz now i'm at home typing this entry... haha... just had some mini celebration at home with kids... i'm losing my voice... i tink i have the tendency of falling sick againz... ahhhh... muz drink lotz of water... nibble on the wrongly bought mooncake by me - the 'clever' gal... wanted to get the champagne truffle from Raffles hotel... in the end i bought from Raffles The Plaza... and tinking both are the same till i saw the pink colour metal box of Raffles Hotel... hahaha... Will try harder next year...
*listening to Sun Xie Zhi's hokkien song... *unbelievable~!*
First time ever - diligency~!
Awww... I'm on MC againz... bleahz... tink my medical claim of S$XXX really not enuff for me to survive for a year... and i actually saved my reports home to update!! come on.. please give me a clap... as u all noe i tink i came from those ancient empire called the LAZY EMPIRE... hahaha... and my colleague couldn't believe i went back to office when i tried to bluff her... okaez save the praises... wat's worst was tat i couldn't insert lines to my files and i couldn't save them! the files just auto disappear whenever i tried to make changes.... wat's going on... heez...
i realized i've been trying to arrange for movies for very very long... and none of them succeed huh... from my Charlie and the Chocolate Factory to Bewitched to March of the Penguins to now (recent interest) Wait Till You're Older and upcoming movie Corpse Bride... hope tis time round i really can catch it huh... and heard that harry potter is coming in nov... heez...
Back to work @ home...
Lost~!
I guess this week may be a tough one for you, and we won't know how long you will take.
You've got to face it and try to move on ya, coz only you can change the fact.
Is not that we don't want to console, just lost of words suddenly.
Don't bear to see you sad, so we rather keep the ugly truth for the time being.
No doubt we will be here for you, maybe you'd prefer to talk to people that can relate better to your situation for now but remember we will still be here ya.
Take carez ya gal~! Jia you Jia you!
Animals that attended the party includes - Dog, Elephant, Penguin, Donkey, Tortoise, Hippo, Bear/s, Ants and of coz the zookeeper Dale~! Had a nice themed party last weekened... we really did wore polo tees on the exact bday celebration... but i doubt anione noticed it... and most of us really got 'pet/s' ya... so cute ritez! After that... our usual playing of poka cards plus drinking session started... didn't played alotz... and i vommitted for the 1st time after drinking... eeks... the feeling was horrible!! just laid on the floor-covered-with-quilt-cover bed and off i went to meet zhong gong for some chess session! Sat - the celebration day... bbq plus abit of 'catering' food (laksa, mee siam) and abit of home-cooked food (wu xiang, fried mee suan, fishballs) The mee siam was good... really good ya... the gravy's addictive... yummy!! Finally got a rare chance to go back to bedok for some bfast! and of coz the most-frequent-place after school... MAC~! hahaa... mac bfast on sunday mornie... and off home... struggled thru my 5hrs scv repeated-drama, and 2 episodes of Sex and the City... fell aslp on the 3rd episode... heez... but then i cldn't sleep at nitez!!... ended up i was late on monday mornie to work...Animals Themed + Polo Tee Party~!
Watched ghost show frm channel U on friday nite itself... and of coz wif quite alotz of pple... normal pple won't consider 'Sisters' as scary movie (i guess)... but to us... at least the one sitting beside me and myself, were scared... haha... and she made me even more nervous... whenever we heard eery backgrd music frm the show she will scream and hold my hand real tight... eventhough there aren't any scary scenes shown... (-_-''')... but i fell aslp after 1/2 way thru... hoho... not tat i'm scared.. juz practically tired... heez...
My theory ~!
My Theory - Able to wear a cap nicely means you can be a superstar... heez... why?? Coz you need the cap to 'siam' paparazzi... =P
Met zuan n ling for dinner yesterday... 3 of us againz~... and all of us agreed that our dear woon has realli 'disappear'... at least 5mths never got to meet up wif her... time realli flies ya... where's my neighbour?!?! woon we shldn't lose to ling n zuan hor... they have been miting up de lor... u this neighbour no much used de lei... haha... (hope she reads my blog) you better turn up for my bday!! ;)
Mon met up wif my 2 gals... knew they will both gang up and 'bully' me! true enuff... hahaha... we made a deal... a stupid deal for some may seem... and is betwn the three of us only... hahaha... so funny... i gotta jia you jia you! if not the punishment will make me cry!! i bought a pair of shorts from FOX~~! hee hee... and mooncake for my god-mum... haiz... buy till wana bankrupt liaoz... haha...
*manager on leave today~~~*Be happy oweaz~~!
Wedding @ Zoo~!
Just came back from the wedding banquet... hmmm... can consider is my 'uncle' but not blood-related that kind... just that since young he has been with my dad's family... my youngest auntie took care of him when he was about 3/4 years old as his parents were all overseas... wasn't tat kind of close with him... but obviously he knew my dad... his wife's a malay... pretty ya... both families were at overseas... all flew back just for their wedding... is complicated... but i guess their next generation will still be gd-looking... coz the bridegroom himself was a mixed...
1st time at such a different place as compared to those commonly hotels/restaurants... the feeling was new... took a tram to the forest lodge in the zoo itself... all we can see was total darkness... passed by the chimpanzees... but couldn't see a thing... no night-lights at all... even the tram itself didn't have the lights on... thou the function room could only hold 20 tables... it was beautifully decorated... white was the nite's theme... no fanzy animal prints around except you can hear frog croak-ing outdoor... buffet style food was served... and we actually had a piece of wedding cake for us to bring home... who says all wedding cakes are made of styrofoam? heez... the cake was in a cylinder kind of shape ya... chocolate cake covered with white layering... wonder isitz nice... heez...
okaez enuff of craps... tmr still gotta work... sianz...
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