Shopping? Alone? On the Streets...?
Went to shop for my friend's birthday present alone just now at Tangs... Thou it seems lonely but i find it relaxing... but the buying and thinking of what to buy is the most headache part... heez... kept thinking of wat things can i get for him... hmmmm... sometimes simple can be difficult... hahahha... OOPS... in the end i bought a key pouch from pierre cardin... had abit of struggle betwn the braun buffel and the one i bought... heez.. just hope he will use it la hor.. hahaha
I allow myself to buy 2 cds today... sobz... was quite expensive ya... 30plus... thou is the normal price... One obviously is Jay's new album - November's Chopin... the other is Chen Qi Zhen - Hua Li De Mao Xian...
For the first spin: I fell in love with Black Sweater (Love Song), Si Mian Chu Ge (The song to criticise Paparazzi), Fong (Love Song), Romantic Hp (Love Song), Mai Ya Tang (Mixture of Classical & Pop!), Coral Sea (Duet with Lara, her voice abit too sweet for him??)...
Chen Qi Zhen's cd is more to appreciate than those mass appeal kind of... i like her things... her simplicity... guitar/simple instruments to go along with her clear sweet voice... nice & simple... *thumbs-up*
Full of Memories~!
Is a recap of memories night now, yes now at this very moment... the feeling's weird... started to have flashes of good/bad memories running in my mind... the feeling's funnie... no idea how memories just came back wifout allowing myself to control... once you start, it will never end till you sleep? heez... Miss some of the people... esp those i seldom sees or even contact... just wana say hope you're fine... ;)...
I'm glad to have such a recap session... for that i'm grateful... at least i have memories... be it good/bad... i'm contented... thou sometimes i just wished i could turn back time... hahhaha... madness me... Aniwayz just hope all will at least think of me occasionally just like ME thinking of you every now and then? hee hee hee... *In my own land, missing you............
Lazy Mornie~!
Just had a nicey prata bfast... but coming to work on saturday still equals to waste of time... there goes my day... and my precious sleeping time... awwww... hahaha... Going to my colleague's wedding dinner tonight! @ York's Hotel... and i think i've grown fatter... tat's really saddening... =(...
I'm kind of immuned in my current status at work... trying to enjoy the time aka slacking time passed everyday... hahaha... while at least only till the end of Oct... *cross-fingers*... new role new position new begining after thatz... WOW...
Sometimes I find it amazing on how i can relate things to my friend... seeing pple playing basketball or testing my japanese understandings will somehow link memories back to me againz... haha... for that moment i will tend to look up to the sky and smilez... for i know he's up there... thou we aren't that close when he's around... but he do played a fair part in my life ya... i hope you're finez up there... and it's soon a month since you left us... You won't know when r u leaving tis world... so treasure what you've... and live wifout regrets...
Imbalance~!
Really felt the difference in a space when u're no longer of any use in tat space ya... i really felt myself suddenly being so useless during this transition period... nw i'm in neither positions... i felt so unrespected by some people... i dunnoe y... mayb is normal to have such feelings? And people can happily tell new people tat he's the one who taught me smthings which infact isn't the truth... yawnz... and frm a nothing-to-do person he became a collector now o... shldn't he thank me for a job? i felt so shallow at this moment...
From a busy pax... who's always walking in and out of office to collect money frm students... and people coming to u to check tis and tat... to a total invisible pax, the feeling is just not right.. now i'm like a free-bird.. or rather useless and hanging ard in an isolated room... doing some updating of my previous reports...
Nobody noes when i'm transfering.. coz director dun wana realize me to another dept... as the current one is filled wif new/temp people... i'm tiredz n sick of that space... but i'm being forced to stay...
To face the reality i got to endure... urghzzz... is pain...
3-days 2-Nights Stay~!
Went over to my cousin's house on for a short stay last weekened... haiz... they juz came back from Hongkong Disneyland ya... shld have went with them.. sobz... seems so nice and fun looking from the pictures and video clips... They bought for me a cutie minnie plushie!... hahaha... cutez ya and my minnie was being QC de ya... any small imperfect in their eyes will not be brought back... and i've got a mickey bedroom slippers (souvenirs frm the Hollywood hotel)...
Tried converting my bday video to vcd frm sat to sun... haiz... finally can do it ya... spend hours n hours in front of the computer to figure out what can be done coz we don't have much harddisk space... borrowed a laptop frm my cousin-in-law in the end still cannot... so we gotta split into 3 parts... hahah... went shopping on sun... happen to saw Espirit having 20% off for cardmembers @ tampines... and i saw a swatch watch tat i can buy using my voucher! yeahz!! then went back to contd with the part 3 of the video till 8 plus 9... tiredzzzz...
Thks for the Minnie/ bedroom slippers and the expensive Chilli Crab dinner *yumz*!
My KTV session~!
This the 2nd time i went with my colleagues... with some fresh pple along too... tis time round 5 pple turned up... heez... temp event coordinator planned it for weeks ya... so with the sore throat i still gotta give face... hmmm... never regret gng la... is a gossip cum ktv trash-out session... hahahah... oops sorry~ tis time round the gossips cun be shared... =X and we still played true/true... no dare only the truth... haha... hot juicy news all in one night... Took a number of cranky fotos too ya... hahaha... got chance let u all see... and practically we all had a laffing session instead of a singing session... liang jing ru's 2 new songs are in... tried half of the si lu... tink at the back more difficult...
Got some updates from my friend while toking to him via msn tis afternoon... hee hee... i helped him choose girlfriend ehz... future girlfriend... hoho... okaez... mayb not choose but let him noe which one is beta... in terms of look, stablity, etc... and happen to noe tat he actually/nearly quarrelled with his project mates coz he came for my bday celebration... maybe tat delayed their work or so... awwww... so touched... heez... i realized he's just like a big brother to me... *hugz* hope he can be with his gal pretty soon... and hope my advice gonna bring xin fu to him... and while the hair lasts... ooops...
Okaez i'm tiredz... Hongkong disneyland seems fun... off to slpzzz...
Getting Sick~!
What's the problem man... can't i just transfer to another department? i mean in a weeks time the most for the transition period? I'm getting enuff of 'bad news' of needing me to stay at the current department for one week, 2 weeks and the latest news was extend for another 1 week... and wat i do was to oversee the new gals... and one of them is quitting pretty soon... my godz... If there isn't any stop to this nonsence i tink i shld juz quit... haiz...
And my health seems to be getting frm bad to worst huh... can't even fight the cold germs in my body... arghz... and my precious throat will get so pain at nitez and early mornie... sobz... dun wana lose my voice ya...
everything just seems so black and white againz!! I HATE ITz!!!!
Birthday Celebration~!
Is a 3-day thingy againz... starting from Friday where we collected our car... took half-day to do a facial spa and pedicure... and next went over to centrepoint to get my birthday banner... then off to cityhall... but that time i'm tired... my legs were wobby... luckily they came to pick me up... after that went town to pick ju... and off we went Holland V... wanted to settle ourseleves at breko... but was too packed... so our 2nd choice... Thai Express... was around 9plus 10 that we had our dinner...
I feel like i'm being so well-pampered or rather a superstar of the day... 12p.m hair appointment... but i'm late for ard 1/2 an hour... wash/blow/cut and plus styling... and after discount $30! i like it man... then went to have my lunch with my ahmad-cum-bodyguard of the days... then we went to pick LL... coz my ahmad was so bored coz she was alone while i did my hair... then off to Shaw house for my make-up appointment... i like the hair and make-up seriously... reached home ard 5plus... and some of my guests have already reached the function room... my godz.. hahaha...
Walked around... talking and talking... took lotz of pictures... find out more updates of my friends' current life etc... my legs wana break by the end of the day... very glad that most of the people came.. can say almots 90% came... really touched... hmmm... received alotz of pendants, bracelets and necklace ya... hahaha... and of coz my lovely bag... hoho... and i've got new watches, new shade, new wallet, new perfumes, new cd... etc... felt so blessed... ;)
Went for a ktv session till late night... and i actually won the PK ya... whahaha... really didn't expect the end-result ya... =P... but i tried the clothes peg... wasn't pain at all... coz the clothes peg was too 'season' already... hahahaha... reached home ard 3plus 4... waited for my hair to dry in the meantime took fotos of my presents... hahaha... abit bo liaoz ya... and found a present hiding under my big pillow... hahaha... used my last energy to read thru it... and off i went to sleep till 2p.m the next day...
Went thomson to have dinner-cum-supper on Sunday... the ege prata was nice... but not for the cheese... mutabak oso nice... yum yum... it brought back nice memories ya... heez...
That's my wonderful pre-celebration~! Love all my friends and my dearie cousins... without all your help in a way or another... i won't have such an enjoyable and smooth flowing birthday...
MUACKS~~!!
In Memory of~!
My friend just left us... he really left... to a better world? i hope so...
Luckily managed to pay him a last visit... was quite affected... especially when i see his mother stroking his arms/face and weeping...
May god bless his family... Take carez...In Memory of Alvin - 02 October 2005 20:20
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