3 Days 2 Nights 'Holiday'~!
It all started when my frenz pick me up at redhill... we rented a car for our fren's wedding, to prevent ourselves looking silly hailing cabs on her BIG day~... haha... After fetching me, we went NUS to pick another fren... then back to beach road to have our dinner... all were starving by the time we reached... ju n wq commented tat they had sat in the car for like 2plus hours... ordered 6 dishes... btw there's 6 of us too... haha... all were 'afraid' tat we can't fit into our dress, decided to share one bowl of rice betwn 2 of us... heez... after tat we went bugis junction to get our ingredients for the morning sabotage~... met zi there as well... we chose the cheapest wasabi we can find - S$2.35~ hahaha... small bittergourd, 2 in each packet... those big thai lime, 3 in a pack... we playing the standard, sweet, sour, spicy, bitter trick ya... after grabbing the main things, zi suddenly feel lk eating sushi... ju wanted to grab a drink, me n hong wanted to buy sweets... ll got craving for chocolatez... and for the info, we were telling each other we were ON BUDGET... hahaha... okaez, nw the hard time... though got car... but we dunnoe where to go ya... we stood ard 10 mins outside cold storage to think of a place to go... after much pondering... we decided to go ECP hawker and sit dwn... eat AGAINZ...
Got 2 cars nw... so no nid all squeeze in one... haha... one of the car went to tabao rocher tau hui... wow... v smooth ehz the soyabeancurd... againz we were all craving for things... stingray, chicken wings, fried oysters, milo dino, sugarcane... we ordered one of each except chicken wings... come on we were on budget ritez... but we are still spending... hahaha... chit-chatting till 1plus? not v sure oso... and suddenly jas, zi n ll were singing elderwise~~ my godz... all the uncles of the stalls ard us were looking at us~~ haha... then off we went home to get a short rest b4 the big day arrive...
All supposed to reach chinatwn @ 8~~... woke up at 6 ya... staying at one of my fren'z hse... okaez... we met wq at geylang... coz she gotta fetch those near her onez ard aljunied... and we can take one straight bus dwn to geylang... tat was y we ended up there early in the mornie - 7plus... everyone were staring at ju n me... thou we may wear till abit nicer than usual... but we aren't aliens ritez... all the way frm eunos to geylang... worst scenario is happening... we were standing at one of the busstop along the shops... okaez... china workers were looking at us... passing comments as if we were prostitutes... and an old ah pek actually came to ask us!!!!... he started off saying 'Do you have one 1dollar coin?'... ju started toking in english... and we juz shook our heads... b4 the ah pek went off... he said 'Prostitutes muz becareful at this kinda of time'... me n ju were like... Do prositutes wear like us? we spoke ENGLISH ya... luckily wq they all came pretty soon after the ugly incident... went up the car n narrate the whole scenario to them... sy started saying tat time when she was outside MS alone waiting for her fren, a guy went up to her too... then he started off saying the same thing as wat the ah pek asked us... 'Do you have 20 cents or watever'... we concluded... mayb tis is how they 'clinch' a deal wif the REAL ones? haha... (-_-''''')...
We were late... 8 plus then we reached... couldn't find her block oso... everyone's in white top... whooo... went in to see pam... half-way through her make-up session and all... then her sis asked us to start preparing the stuffs we need...
This was the sabotage plan:
- SOUR >> Thai Lime (cut into quarters for them to suck the juice)
- SWEET >> Sugar syrup prepared by hong... (home-made) we tried abit... really VERY sweet...
- SPICY >> One tube of Wasabi...
- BITTER >> Small bittergourd...
- 4 eggs (raw)... after finishing do 50 push-ups
- Shout loudly 'Pam i love you' (3 times)
- and of coz the hongbao~
After gng through the 1st round, we led the bridgegroom to the wrong room... we closed the doors for both rooms... so he went to open the wrong onez... and found all relatives inside the room... hahaha... okaez... in order to get in... he has to sing loudly a song... love song of coz... then the bridemaid will consider letting him in... he and his brothers sang loudly - xiao wei... but got chg to my frenz name la... hahaha... okaez... the rest u all noe le la... go in unveil... kiss the bride... take pics... very standard... haha... after the tea ceremony, off we set for the groom's house... hmm... b4 tat... sy felt ill... she was so pale and cold... so decided to sent her home and let her rest... split into 2 cars in diff directions... followed one of the groom's brother car... okaez... he was an excellent driver... he was at the outta most right hand lane... we saw the exit to PIE i tink... then zi was wondering y he still dun wana keep left n exit... who noes.... at the very last min... he cut n exit to the left and exit... and guess wat... we went straight~ to CTE AMK... 4 of us went blur... then we went all the way to paya lebar... coz along the way we missed the entry back... and further dwn no U-turn sign... haha... finally got ourselves to tamp... and they waited for us there... made our way to pasir ris... okaez.. parallel parking dwnstairs... zi 1st attempt after getting her liscense... hahaha... took awhile to have the car park in place~ heez...
As usual... tea ceremony and foto-taking session... after tat is time for as to take a break before gng for the religon ceremony... went outside to grab some food... buffet was served at the groom's hse... all were feeling so tired while waiting for the time to pass... heez... sat dwn at the sofa... some went dwn to meddle with the car... finally is time to go for the religon ceremony... after tat we went separate ways to get ready for the nitez~~... have to reach at 6... coz she's hving her solemnization at 7~...
We were all quite hungry ya... waited n waited till ard 8.30 - 8.45p.m... finally starting the dinner... as per normal... the MC of the nite, who was pam's cousin invited all guests to raise while the couple walk-in... her marching in song was From This Moment... the smile on her face told us tat she's xin fu... she's happy... we we truly hope she will be like tat throughout her marriage... heez... then followed by the yum-seng session... wasn't really very very loud... we helped to shout at our seats too... hahaha... when is our turn for the foto-taking session... we wanted an individual yum-seng session for the newly-wed... whooo~... juz one time... and i tink we did a GREAT job... very loud n in high pitch... hahaha... they had another one after ours byt he guy side... nahz... wasn't tat loud... we had onli 10pple ya... and we did alotz beta.. hahaha...
After dinner, we bid our fren gdbye each with a big hug to her... heez... okaez... time to tink of where to 'rot' of the night... stand outside expo... some suggested fisherman's village... East coast park... etc... at last we went to selegie? if i didn't rem wrongly... haha... but then the cafes over there closes at 12.30... we reached there ard 11plus le... so dunnoe who came out wif the idea say we can go Orchard Coffee club... 24 hrs ya... and we really did drove there to have a drink... i was too tiredz to even tok... eyes closing any min... hahaha... we stayed till ard 1 plus... and off we went home... stayed over at my frenz hse thou i'm tempted to go home and sleep on my own bed.. hahaha...
Woke up in the middle of the nitez.. coz the air-con is really really too cold... chg side to slp as well... so the air con is blowing on my face rather than my legs... i'm like a ball underneath the blanket by then... i woke up at 9a.m... madness ritez... didn't 'disturb' ju frm her nice slp.... till ard 10plus 11... ahahha... i started to talk to her... flip her blanket... hahaha... waiting for her to wake up ya... coz i'm too bored... tink she couldn't stand my 'nonsense' animore... so she ask me go outisde watch tv... but i rejected her idea... saying i'm all alone outside... then she commented... i tot u only child? btw she's oso only child... hahahah... but don't care la... outside and home is not the same, moreover u noe u r at ur frenz hse... so u won't feel tat u r alone oso ah... heez... finally she says... ok 11.30a.m... hee hee... smhw i won? hahaha... when she gave up the time was 11.20a.m~~
I oredi brush my teeth long time ago... so wait for her to settle dwn.. and washed up... heez... went coffeshop to have our bfast cum lunch? heez... then call wq... to see if she's awake... then can go out againz... hahaha... so ard 2 plus wq reach ju's hse... 3 of us went concourse to get ju's b'day decos... buy quite alotz of things ehz... too mny to choose frm... thou not all r nice... off we went to the carpark to our nxt destination... hmmmm while walking to the car, i told wq.... don't you feel tat we are like buying 'grocerries' together and gng back to our hse? Is like, we leave together all in the same roof... driving the car out to get the necessities and back home... the feeling is warmth... ahhaha... i tink she tinks tat i'm crazy...hahaha... hmmm... suddenly got the urge to eat MAC... but we dunnoe which MAC to go... wat's the prob wif us huh... wif/wifout car we have the same prob... hahaha... in the end... guess watz, they suggested me gng home put my things... then come out againz... so we went sbw MAC... but not the sunplaza one... is at the shophses one... bought the lumpy for ju... and the lumpy can shoot water out frm her trunk one ya... heez... 3 of us were so fancinated... so wq went to fill up Lumpy... hahaha... and of coz shoot at our face... hahah...
3 of us rot at my hse for ard 1/2 an hour... then we went dwnstairs to clean off the birdshitz... alotz sia... 3 of us were washing and cleaning... as if we own tat car ya... hahaha... okaez... went dwn to geylang to pick ll up... greeted her wif Lumpy~~... ahhaha... along the way both of them took turns to shoot water on me n wq... it juz so happen tat i'm sitting in front!! my hair all wet sia... went dwn bugis coz ju say there got nice HK dessert... but in the end we ended up in Phin's steakhse... coz 3 of us except ju wana eat some munchies... hahaa... is time to return our beloved car ya... hmmm along the way we were praying tat the security guard won't at the building... then we can return the car nxt mornie... hahaha... went to return the keyz... then the security guard told us is okaez tat we return it the nxt mornie... coz doesn't really make a diff... erm... out 'prayers' work? hahah... they let us choose la... either leave or take... 4 of us back in the car of course... laffing n laffing on our way out the building...
With the car againz... didn't noe where to go.. ju suggested gng home... coz she needs to rush things out... aniwayz wq n ll still can use the car... hehe... nid to pass hong her things tat she forgot to take it back last nitez... wq went up as she nids to use the toilet too... after that we each went home leaving wq n ll... heez...
Expressway we took (most num of times)...
1st day: AYE
2nd da: PIE
3rd day: CTE
*this the 1st time i typed soooooo long huh... pardon me if u all don't understand... i will read againz when i've got the time... hahahaha...
Breakthrough~!
Finally 'allow' myself to shatter into pieces over the weekends... Tears became my face's nutrients for the last 2 days... Doubtful issue remains the same... and i'm too weak or rather can't be bothered to clear them already... and i choose to believe nobody did it on delibrate... but there's still some things i managed to find some solutions ya...
I think it's time for me to pick myself up and move on... pls suggest me which type or brand superglue is of super effect... very longlasting after using... hahaha... i believe i will be better... and i will be stronger from today onwards... and i'm going to love myself even harder... I'm learning to fall... With no safety net to cushion the blow...
At the very bottom~!
Fell in love with Avril Lavigne's song... 'WHY'... some of the parts i kind of agrees or rather i feel it tat way ya, but mine certainly not about love life... purely friendship thingy... i need my family and my frenz the most, at this moment~~ haha... Coz tis time round, i fell real hard...
Just finish counting some money for the company... so tiredz sia... coz have to really focused for around 45mins... now the brain wana rest awhile le... heez...
Share the lyrics with you all...
Why~ Do you always do this to me...
Why~ Couldn't you just see it through me...
How come? You act like this... Like you just don't care at all...
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall...
I can feel, I can feel ya near me... Even though you're far away...
I can feel, I can feel ya baby.. Why~
It's not supposed to feel this way...
I need you... I need you... More and more each day...
It's not supposed to hurt this way...
I need you... I need you... I need you... Tell me~!
Are you and me still together... Tell me~
You think we can last forever... Tell me... Why~!
Hey~ Listen to what we're not saying...
Let's play~ A different game than what we're playing...
Try~ To look at me and really see my heart... Do you expect me to believe
I'm gonna let us fall apart...
I can feel, I can feel ya near me... Even when you're far away...
I can feel, I can feel u baby... Why~
It's not supposed to feel this way...
I need you... I need you... More and more each day...
It's not supposed to hurt this way...
I need you... I need you... I need you... Tell me~
Are you and me still together... Tell me~
You think we can last forever... Tell me... Why~!
So go and think about...
Whatever you need to think about...
Go on and dream about...
Whatever you need to dream about...
And come back to me when you notice how you feel... You feel~...
I can feel, I can feel ya near me...
Even though you're far away...
I can feel... I can feel ya baby... Why~
It's not supposed to hurt this way...
I need you... I need you... More and more each day...
It's not supposed to hurt this way...
I need you... I need you... I need you... Tell me~ (x2)
Are you and me still together... Tell me~
You think we can last forever...
Tell me... Why~!
When I'm alone~!
Okaez peepz... i tink i haven recover 3/4 of myself... my scale hasn't balanced well afterall ya... anione care to put smthing on top... rem muz put on the correct scale... if not will becm worst de ya... hahaha...
Finally my tears are alive tis mornie... have been wanting to tear or cry all out... feeling tat if i let it out i will feel finez... but then tis time round my tears are so so so stubborn... juz wld't ehz... but but but i finally managed to squeeze some outz... hee hee... felt relieved abit bit... juz gv me abit more time... is hard to pick everything up and fix bit by bit back... so be patient with me ya...
Hmmm... recently having stomache disorder huh... whenever after i had my food i will feel like lao sai... hmmm diaherea ya... not much appetite too... then will feel like vomitting... my godz... is tis called depression? hahaha... don't tink so much~...
*i pray for my fren'z grandmother - get well soon, i pray for my fren'z grandmother - longevity, i pray for my fren'z - happiness after marriage, i pray for my fren'z - the book she lost will be found, i pray for my fren'z - successful in thickening her protective shell, i pray for my fren'z - happy at work, no more sickening procedures and try to believe we are given the chance to be involved in management's decision-making session/s, i pray for myself - no more depression and be strong, i pray for everyone - happiness forever...* Bless ya all...
For my frenz~! People have been commenting i tink too much... to the extend that i myself can't withhold the problems i've 'created'... being myself and having people to accept is a real challenge... smtimes i juz hope i won't give a damn to what others are thinking and feeling and Be Myself... if u like it juz accept me... if u don't then too bad... rather then stand on everybody's point of view and try to accomodate to that... is tiring ya... Live isn't at all exciting now... as compared to last time... and it just so happen tat i undergo my 'tough' phrase of life all at one go... it's really a great helper, giving me a chance to grow...
I give up... don't have much time to adjust the new skin to what i wanted... so for the time being... juz stick to the old one... can't be bothered already...
Okaez, from my 'heading' this entry is juz for you... as long as you are my fren, this for you...
Juz undergo some depression... but i've recovered from it, min 3/4... don't blame me for not speaking up... i'm juz like tat... i juz feel tat i will be a beta 'narrator' when everything tides dwn... is mainly my work thingy tat realli got me into tat state... cried harder than i expected... mayb is juz myself who got myself into tis situation? tis time round is realli bad... no appetite... and i took weeks to actualli get back to half of my true-self... not wanting you all to worry or anything... juz a little update of myself...
I noe recently some of you may feel disappointed in me... and i didn't 'explain' much about it too... but certainly is not that i don't care... i've been trying... mayb to you not hard enough... but for me is a real big step... to do smthing tat i haven't been doing since young... is a challenge for me to overcome... i need time... you can say i'm slow or watever... i juz nid more time than normal pple do...
tk carez all...
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