Sick~!
Haiz getting abit sick with my job. Don't know why. This feeling is getting stronger and stronger. Feel like quitting ya... but my idea was too tolerate my 1st job to about 1/2 a year... and seriously i'm getting sick of how my current boss works... Or rather does he fits into this environment? For the past few days he has been instructing me new work for me... but is not as if i'm sitting here to take his instructions to proceed on with my work... i've got a standard jobscope that i need to complete/accomplish... if not different people will come and chase behind my back... Somehow i felt that he don't really understand what i'm facing through. And by any chance keep hinting me to put his things on FIRST priority. Which may be a thick stack of papers lying around my table.
Firstly, is not that i don't wish to lend a helping hand to him. But at the rate our students are streaming in to pay up, etc, i don't have any spare time for those things... I've difficulties in updating my reports daily as well... He keeps telling me that he has got tones of things to do and the big boss is pushing him for things... yes i know, i'm trying my best to help... but somehow there's a main key-point he doesn't seems to realize? Our big boss is kinda of freaker-minded ya... But my boss wants to prove soooo much to his boss that he's gving him full support for everything he wants/needs. This is not the way to control your department ya... i mean is good to have this right attitude... but just quote from what my colleagues have said "We are the BY-LEFT company"...
I miss my previous boss... she doesn't seems to have big problems like my current boss has... during her time, we just need to carry out our daily work, do what we supposed to do, etc... everything was kind of more systematic... eventhough is still rubbish... but now is like SHIT, a real big shit-hole... sorry to be abit crude here... but i'm getting abit piss off... hahaha... maybe i should just control myself huh?
Last friday i was being 'ACCUSED' in an indirect way for not gving him what he wants. And i don't think is fair for him to jump into his stupid conclusion without knowing what we are all facing...
Before lunch we were told that i need to move into the outside space in chairman office. I requested to stay at my current workspace the previous round of moving, which was juz a room behind the admin executive, as i need to collect money from students and issue receipts as well... This is part of my job ya... and is what i'm supposed to be doing... So if i've to move to a more inaccessible place... i was told that the admin executive needs to help me with the collections thingy... Is kinda of unfair ya, she has to deal with students, where on earth will she have the time to issue receipts and to dig out students' outstanding payment details? So we decided to voice out our opinons to my boss... but after we told him our problem he ask us, "Why are we worrying on things that are not even confirm?" My godz, our motive of voicing is to let him understand our situation and try to work things out with the big boss or other people... and he's the one who told us that i need to move. No matter how hard we tried to convey our message, it somehow was stuck in the middle... So i felt that there isn't any nesscessity to carry on with the conversation, moreover he told us that he can't say anything coz his things aren't done... in another words he 'won't' fight for us...
One day he can throw me with a stack of students' list from A-Z asking me to strike out those who has paid full... my godz... the next day he can throw me with those refund cases stating that can you put tis as prority? then the next day he can ask me whether i have a refund summary stating when we pay, the student's name, which i haven been updating as that is at the very very bottom of my list... So i have to help him check from 1 - 20 plus records... haiz...
Slacking~!
Hoho... the fone's still ringing at this time... my godz... doesn't all know our office hour is from 9-6p.m? Okaez... have to stay back late againz... as this is the only time we are left alone without any disturbance from the 'annoying' students... hahaha... quiet time where all my colleagues can do their work in peace... juz for your information, our students here are problematics... But of coz, some are cute and adorable... Tell all of u a secret, in the morning till around 3 plus in the afternoon... i have a strong feeling of going to the toilet to do big biz... but i dun have the time to 'rush' to the toilet to relieve myself... the feeling is bad ya... terribly... and now my stomache is gurrrrrring... haiz... feeling so uncomfortable... sobz...
Aniwayz... just before i go back... feel like updating my blog to have it abit more lively since the last entry... for friends tat have a new add for your blogs please please remember to update me once more... you can drop me an email inside of leaving a comment here ya... thanks alotz... if u don't want me to link them please state in the email too ok? sorry huh... ur friend here is having a short-term memory systom... can't remember things like last time le... yawnz...
okaez... i gtg... too much rubbish being typed... hope you all will still bear wif me... and i'm happy plus guilty to have people telling PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG........
till then i blog, TAKE CAREZ~!
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